Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Stopping Time

Lately I've been feeling kinda stressed, kinda spacey... I sit with this blank look on my face a lot of the time. I'm stressing about things, but I'm not completely sure what things. Maybe it's that guy trying to creep on my daughter. Or maybe it's just Avalon being a little drama-filled shit-hole. Or maybe it's my own fault somehow. I'm falling behind a little bit in my math work, and I have absolutely no clue what's going on in Geography... But I can catch up, in math, anyway. Lately I knock out only an hour or two after I get home. I guess I'm worn out...

I just wish I could freeze time, and stop everything but myself. Stop it right at a certain point, and catch up on sleep while everything else stands motionless around me. I'd wake up, relax for a while, draw insane amounts of stuff, de-stress myself... I'd probably find that guy who's creeping on Villai and punch him in the face a good fifty times while he's frozen. Then I'd get everything I need done and I'd do it. Maybe that would do me some good... Too bad I don't have any clue how one is supposed to simply stop time. A damn shame, I say...

Anyway, from a more realistic angle, I probably need to just shut the fuck up and get my shit in gear, you know... Can't let myself slip or I'll never get back up. On a final note, I can't believe they gave me my ID and screwed it up to say "Grade: 10". Douchebags.

Stressing out,
The Thinker